Dreams?

I have been having this dream lately where I have millions of dollars in the bank and am living the life of a king. It is pretty cool that is until I wake up and reality once again slaps me across the face. My reality is that I can barely afford to put a tank full of gas in my car to get to work. I have made one mistake after another and all those mistakes have finally come to a head. My reality is that I have an insane amount of debt and without some debt help I’m going to be either homeless or sleeping on a friend’s couch soon. My friend Ryan knows about my situation and says I can always crash at his place but Randy is also married and I would feel like I’m imposing. Hopefully it never gets to that point. Friday after work I’m going to go to the library and do some research into getting some assistance. I had to sell my home computer last month to pay my car loan so it’s the library for internet usage now.